Outlines in the Dark
Living life in this moment, having to make any decisions and attempt to plan for the future is a little bit like that moment before your eyes have adjusted to being in complete darkness. You're walking gingerly, feeling your way around and hoping you won't hit any obstacles, but really you have no clue what lies before you. Eventually, your eyes begin to adjust and though you're still in the dark, maybe you can faintly discern the outline of something familiar that tells you that you're safe.
I hope your eyes are adjusting, and if not, know that you are not alone in the dark.